planetary, lyntergalactic.

this week sure has been a week. started off pretty good. got some writing done for the first time in a day and an age. then the snows hit and i got a nasty fibro flare up. and just when that started to ease up, shark week started and the endometriosis has been hitting me like a sledge hammer. i was going to make up some work this weekend but oh my god my everything is in pain i've been in bed most of the past two days and probably will be again tomorrow.

i'm... a little worried about emailing my boss about it, honestly. she knows i'm chronically ill and i'm fairly certain i've mentioned i'm disabled? and she's been really accommodating about other stuff. like more than i could imagine. but there's always that niggling in the back of my head that says if i say i wasn't able to do something or am not going to be able to do something else, i'm going to get all kinds of disappointment. i blame old bosses. but i have to bite the bullet in a minute and email her so... cross your fingers for me, guys.

in lighter news, i'm about 700 words into the first fic of a fic series for the clone wars that i've had percolating for months. i'm a little meh about what i've written? because this first fic very much feels like a prologue. it's an introduction to the canon divergence that's what the rest of the fics are gonna be about and so it's necessary. but because of that i almost feel like it's being shoe-horned in? idk idk i may just be really insecure about my writing right now because i haven't written anything really since the fisstech and succubi event and that ended up being a little bit like pulling teeth.

but i am excited about this fic series! and the, uh, truly astonishing number of ocs that i've made up for it. maybe this week, if i have the spoons, i'll write little character profiles for them. that would be fun. and would give me something to write creatively when i want to bash my head against the wall with fic.